Create or destroy

Creativity is an act of vision and optimism. So is activism. You can see in your mind’s eye what you desire to create, and you believe, or maybe just hope, that you can make it real. What you’ll find out is it takes *work* to create the change you want to see, and you cannot skip the messy process of progress.

I have some words for the peanut gallery of naysayers and haters and the crickets; the people out there criticizing or ignoring the artists and activists:

What are you doing to make things better? What are you doing to make things? 

You have the power to create or destroy, by thought, word or deed.

Today I see online commenters hating on Kamala Harris and chanting for Bernie as though he were still in the running. The Austin City Council just voted to defund the APD by $100 million, and I see commenters saying it’s not a victory because it should have been $200 million. Compare the number of people following artists, activists or small businesses on social media, but how many actually support them with their dollars rather than sit in their living room funding Jeff Bez0s with one click?

Creativity requires you to dream, but it also delivers reality checks. It’ll teach you that:

  • You don’t always end up with exactly what you imagined, but you always grow from the experience and bring that growth into the next creation.

  • Perfection is a lie. You do your absolute best and the wobbles are what make the magic.

  • You can’t skip from Step 1 to Step 100. You have to go through each incremental step to get there; it’s not going to show up to your doorstep in 48 hours or less. Some days are great, some days are setbacks, some days you need a break, and you will probably want to quit. But if you stick with it, you end up making something that no one has ever seen before, or perhaps even imagined was possible.

We need change in America, in the world, and that requires creativity. Naysayers, haters and crickets are not going to make this world better; they’re just going to discourage the people who are actually standing up to do work. Every artist I know has been one step away from giving up, more times than they’d care to admit. I imagine it’s the same for activists. Creativity is the birthright of every human being, but it requires courage. If you aren’t brave enough to do the work to create change, then at least fund those who are, or take two seconds to encourage them. Better yet, get in the arena and take a swing at your own desires. If you get your ass kicked, welcome to the club!

To the creators and activists who are showing up to do the work: I see you, I salute you, and I am here for you.

I'm teaching my first class!

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ON INTUITION + GROWTH: For the better part of a year, my intuition has been telling me I need to expand into teaching. Easy, right? People teach all the time. Unfortunately, speaking up & sharing what I know in a group setting is particularly terrifying to me. I'm very comfortable speaking one-on-one, but the few times I've stood in front of a large group I've actually left my body. I’ve known I need to try teaching but I wasn’t sure where to begin, so I felt stuck.

About a month ago I got an email invitation to join one of five Field Trips presented by our local chapter of Creative Mornings. These are small gatherings where you meet up to hear a creative leader speak about their expertise. When I read through the topics, I heard "Go to the architecture talk," which is the last one I would normally choose. But I followed my intuition & signed up for it.

On the morning of the Field Trip I arrived early & started saying hello to strangers. I met Nadine & we quickly realized we both sew. She mentioned the fabric store where she'd recently taken a class with just three other students. I told her I had offered alterations there for a short time a few months ago, & she said to me, "You should teach an alterations class at The Cloth Pocket." That sentence hung in the air for me as though it were written in bold type. Nadine had given me a key. Here was a chance to dip my toes in the waters of teaching, in a place I felt comfortable in, on a topic I love, for a handful of students.

Fast forward: my first alterations class is ‪March 25th‬! I'm ready with my agenda, my method, my message, & hell yes I am nervous. Should I have written a different more confident caption? Probably! But this is the truth. I’m not a seasoned teacher but I’m pretty damn good at alterations so here I go. 

I share this story for many reasons, but here are two truths that always serve me: (1) When your soul calls you to grow, accept the call in spite of the fear you feel. (2) Tune to the quiet voice of your intuition. "Go to the architecture talk," was something I could have easily blown off or rationalized away, but look at what it led to so quickly! 

Registration is open now TheClothPocket.com.

Interview by The Creative Admirer

A huge thanks to The Creative Admirer for featuring me in their Maker Monday Series!

"Keeping Featherweight going for this many years has involved getting over a lot of my fears & terrors, learning to accept failures and continually growing my belief in myself. Being an artist and being self-employed is not easy. It’s like an iceberg; you can only see 10% of it on the surface, and the 90% that’s hidden underwater has been a rollercoaster. Working for yourself can require you to do a lot of work ON your SELF. It takes so much courage."

Head over to TheCreativeAdmirer.com to read the full interview.